i didnt want to blog.

but i dont know whats bothering me. something caught my eye. cos its in my favourite colour. bleah. whats that suppose to mean? oh please you think i even bother to about him. eh eh, do you know how to differenciate seriousness and a joke? kental siaa.... i was joking. you think i go around chasing cute guys? LOL! what for? im not interested lah. seriously. i was just being a joke. cos i was damn bored during rto. you wanna break my face? meh come meh. try to break their relationship? i dont even know who they are siaa. i dont even give a damn. i got my own life to lead. and oh yes. i do have a life. as for you. fadd. tadi kau boleh bbl depan2 tnk. errrps. say what you wanna say about me. cos it doesnt affect me any worst. im not interested in your friend. cos if you heard what i said just now, single is the best. yeahyeah.!!

and btw, pantat kau. what you mean by'how many guys i want?' heh. how many do i have right now?1? 2? 3? do you even know? JGN MP UH. LOL LOL LOL LOL!! how long have you know me to judge me that way?. and also you are no one to ask me to gat a life. nak get a life gi rtc uhh. selengersssss.!!

yada yada yada...... why am i blogging about you anyways.... might as well blog about my day. haha!! okay. well. today nothing much to talk about. really. went to school then rto crn then rto again. mendaks... then went to admiralty to lepak. met ex boyfie's sisters. omg!! i miss them. lol! they die die ask me to go their house. i dun wan uhh. haha!! then he came to rc. i was sitting with bestie. ah pok. then blah blah blah. i wanted to go mc with bestie and 'syg' so i slm ex boyfie. hug and then i decided to give him a peck on the cheek. thats all. i just miss him. hmm. no no no. things wont be the same. it never will. hmmmm... okayy luhh. im thinking to much.

makes me upset+angry+feel like dying. one word. EMOTIONAL.

i cut my hair.

i don't know why. i feel like a dog following my master here and there. why must i listen to you? oh wells. i can't take it any longer. do you know that i'm hurt? deep enough but i still keep it to myself. but everything has gone too far and i can't take it any longer. i need to let it out.

first of all.

-ashley-

i know that you need my help. help in what? for what i see. you are just using me to see her fuck face. i know this is for jp. but i've got feelings too what. then after that i don't think that you will look for me already lah kn. hmm. just for that day only for you, i have to act as your gf just so you can see her fuck face? i feel like a fool.

secondly.

-ls-

do you notice how patient i was to you? after all you did? i know that we're new to each other but you really don't want to see me angry. cos i don't care about anything. what do you think i am? what have i done to you?have i ever leave you alone when im with my friends? or plan to go home with you cos you want to meet someone i like? then when that guy is gone i buih you then tell you i wanna go home with my friend who stays near me. then when my friend wants to wait till 6 you call to tell me that you're joining me and going home with me. thats ok lah. i dun really mind. i think. but if you hadn't notice its happened alot of times where you just leave me alone. what do you treat me as? sampah sarap? bleah. someone ask me. of all my friends. why am i close to you. and if you really wanna know the answer then find out yourself. everything has always got to go your way. then in the bus you didnt even talk to me. wth?! i don't know why everybody is acting weird today. i feel that im going home alone. i feel stupid.

last but not least.

-sapau-

i think you know how i feel. upset. you know why. cos i waited for you then you from school till you alighted. didnt even open your mouth to talk to me. why is everyone treating me like this? what have i done wrong now? i tried to talk. but you seem to ignore. somehow trying to ignore. haissh. when you alighted at your stop. i feel like i was invisible and don't even exist. do you know how much that hurts? alot. i feel useless.

overall. i just wanna say that i feel like a dog. foolishly following everyone around. fuck fuck fuck you all uhh. what do you guys treat me as? who am i to you?

oh gosh. please don't mind my words. i don't really mean it. out of anger. im sorry people. haissh i guess i shall just stop here and don't foolow my emotions. i just can't stop tearing.

goodbye.

today i ate hotcakes!! yayy!! thanks to bestie lahh!! haha!! he came to my house and i havent bathe!! haha!! lol!! okok. then went to mac to eat lunch. its not even 1 hr after my breakfast. huhu!!! then he send me to school. blah blah blah. after school went to meet ashley. then my deal is off.. i promised someone that i will stop smoking. but apparently i couldnt resist the temtation. sorrry sorrrry sorrrrry. then he was upset with me. i can hear it in the tone of your voice. i didnt see you today cos you end early. and you didnt text me. not till 4.34.

haisshh. then went to admiralty to meet bestie and sayang. huhu!! sorry uhh sayang. i purposely ask faizal to amek gambar. nak letak kat blog. haha!! aku nk bilang the whole worl aku sayang kau!! haha!! LISTEN UP PEOPLE. DASIH BUSTED AKU ON VALENTINE'S DAY. DIE KUA NGN NIZWAN. AND NIZWAN!! KAU JAGE UHH!! KAT SKOLA AKU NMPAK KAU AKU REMBAT UHH!! HAHA!! KAU DA PASS DASIH PAT AKU NOW KAU NK AMEK BALEK!! PANTAT UHH.

hello good morning. i just realised that i havent been updating my blog for quite sometime. know why? cos the lappy is not on the study table. so i search and searchand search then i found it on my brother's bed. wahh jahat siaa go tanam. hmmph!! ok now about my post. first and for most. i would like to thank my brother's friend for making my day on the 14. even though i dint get anything. and yes yes yes i envy those who are attached. haish. hahaha!! i know i know my face is like an apple. so? who cares it means that im blushing? hahahahahaha!! paisey nye aku!! ok. went home with sapau two days ago and at paya lebar he smelled something like diarrhoea. HAHA! but the funny thing is i cant smell it. haha! so ignored him. he kept fidgeting around. then i couldnt take it and laughed at him suffering all the way till raffles. he's reactions and words made me laugh more.HAHAHAHA!! "the smell is melting my brain",he said. and then,"im going to die". HAHA!! cute lah you. haha!! sorry for laughing. ok end of part one. to ah pok. sorry lah tk msg. i tgh mrajok uhh ngn danish and wan. boohoohoo. hmph. sampai hati seyy drg buat i gini. tkpe uhh. ape nk buat kene redha je lah. yayy!! and finally i told my mum i lost my ez link. haha!! that was not so bad lerr. haha!! i thought she was gonna scold me or something. haha!! she just nagged. but now. i get more money to school. huhu!! now im currently waiting for ah pok to buy my hotcakes. entah die beli ke tk. haha!! HUNGRYYYY!!! know who's fav word?? MATTISSUE!! haha! he's always hngry. like me. haha!! ok go.

oh wells havent even bathe at all. so lazy wanna go to school lah. i skipped p.e again. so lazy uhh. and didnt go to netball yesyerday.cos i don't want to miss avatar last episode. haha!! and oh yaa!! i dropped my 6 days old hp!! HEARTBREAK SIAAAAA!!! then after that. my hp kena kidnap..!! waaahh piang uhh. haha!!

ok. monday. i had fun with classmates. i mean all the malay girls. ses lesson. we took alot of pictures lah. girls will be girls. ok. went in then sit there for a few mins. then go off. we have one hour to lla. ms yuen release us early. huhu! then sit in front of s.e.c.

played ummm... pamparumparumpampampam.tuuuuuuuuuki tuki.. HAHAHA!! ok!! idk how to explain. but that WAS FUN FUN FUN IN THE SUN. HAHA!! you know girls. thanks for the fun. i cant spell fun without u in the middle. huhu!! ok. then went to lla. for a few minutes also. then a buch of malay girls went to the toilet and didnt return. haha!! all malas want to go to lesson already. haha!

then tuesday. came early with liyana. walk lenggang lenggok. but still early. haha!! then went to eat nasi ayam thousand island. waahhhh!! heaven man.!! haha!! then went to memorise script. huhu!! i did memorise it easily. cos i was the one who made it.type it. edit. yadayadayada. haha!! liyana didnt do that bad also. huhu!! after that. went to a long lunch. with syuhada and shazwani yg cabot efc tuu cos tk hafal script. haha!!! k nvm. then went to eat mee siam. and i just know that i don't know how to eat. huhu!! the stain cannot be washed away. so i covered it with my bag.! haha!! oh wells. then after school went to change immediately!! haha!! then went to cafe 2 to eat again. haha!! i know eat alot right. kate perot babi!! haha!! then meet mattress and brother bear. haha!! then went back to school to meet sapau. huhu!! then went home together lah. i was late for my avatar so i rushed home quickly. i wanted to run but later peope tot i was crazy. huhu!! after avatar talked to sapau for awhile then went to sleep. haha!! ok.

then came today morning. HUNGRYY!!!! k the end.

today was quite a very fun day. cos me and faizal laugh at people all the way in 168. HAHA! ade org bwk motor lah dlm bus. AHAHAHA!!! i seriously cannot stop laughing lah. i think the girl behind me also laugh.!! haha!! then went to lepak at woodlands and waited for sayang to come. huhu!! after that went to sit sit at rc first then went to pasar malam to buy my goodluck charm necklace huhu.

you can put the blame on me.

-sher.

yesterday had netball, again i didnt update yesterday cos i was very very very tired. tige! i know! jadi tk yah nak spot eyh org org! due plak. haha!! ok stop. haha! hmm. again training was super tiring and if this goes on. i think im going to be a jellyfish. haha! k lame.

today. went to meet my syg. one and only ABG DANTIANO 17! and SUPERPOK 18 heheh!! sekali got my "abg" lah wan bean. they are my bestfriends lah of course. heE. then gadoh with wan bean cos he want to steal my syg syg syg. tige! where can like that. hmph.! then went to mactiano eat burger. and takoyaki. thanks ah pok cos belanje i eyhh.. syg u. eh!! tk tk!! syg anish lah!! due! haha!! then they send me and wan bean to bus stop. abeh kan. they eat at the bus stop. then when my bus came i thought why they were hiding all their food luhh. skali.... paiseyy rupenye.. anyways!!!!

I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE......................................................

FAIZAL SUPERPOK BELOM MANDI SATU HARI!!!!! HAHAHA!!! PLEASE SPREAD AROUND THE WHOLE WORLD!! EYHH TKYA LAH. PASS KAT ALIFF WORLD JE. HUHU!!

oh gosh. i miss them alot. ah pok. bile nak hep? ahahaha!!! pantat!! set c or what?? haha!! syg syg syg. you nak hep juga?? ahaha!! entah u tau ke tk!! tkpe bole di ajar. ahaha!! ok. i just wanna tell you guys that imygsm lah! thats why now im spending all the free time i can find with you all!!! YAYY!! three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for me. HIP HIP!(HURRAY) HIP HIP!(HURRAY) HIP HIIIIPPPP!(HURRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!) WOOOHOOO!! K da uhh. aku rase shafidah suro aku diam uhh. haha!! k go k go. so long and goodnight.

-sher.

hello hello!! sorry for not updating it for quite sometime. i have no time to update lah. haha!! oh wells. when did i last update eyhh?? hmm.. last week?? yaa luhh.. but when?? haha!! okok.. wells. saturday. when to chong pang with bestie to check my pay. but then my bankbook empty. upset siaa. then meet dasih eh eh oops meet the one and only dantiano at northpoint. BAYAA BAYAA!! haha!! imysm siaa!! both of you. heheh. nothing to do so we went to macd. went to eat alot..!!! haha!! then went to port dave to slack. huhu!! danish got new handphone. so what else siaa???!! aku camwhore lah sendiri!! haha!! then natasha came and we camwhored again!!! haha!! had a fun time lah slacking with them. huhu!! faizal the great camera man!! took for us alot of nice pictures. THANKS TO THE OWNER OF THE PHONE!! AND TO THE MOST WONDERFUL CAMERAMAN!!HAHA!! ILY YOU BOTH MAN.!! here are some pictures taken on that day.

had netball yesterday.

wanted to blog but was too tired already. after i reach home i took a shower

then go talk on the phone with sapau for a while then pengsan siaa.

SORRY liyana!! for not staying up for conference.. i really cannot take it uhh.

anyways.

had netball training. it was fun but tiring cos im not feeling well.

i think fina pass the virus to me also. HAHA! ok not.

april did passes with me and made me jump very high!

HAHA! i cannot take siaa her ball. did passes until my hand like jelly already. finally..

she said i can go join the saidah. so i did.

she also one more. make me do jumps. but good uhh cause i LOVE so i can be tall tall tall!! HAHA! then played a match. i played center so i

need to run alot!! there are some parts that im too tired to run then i just walk.

i played all the way. the teacher didnt ask anyone to replace me which is a good thing.

thats what sapau said.

BUT!! tiring uhh. very....... after training went home. wait. go do something with ray first then took cab to tampines interchange. they went to eat so i went home. cos i dun wanna be late, later my dad hantam siaa!! HAHA! after i reach home. WAHH!! cannot tahan already cos i feel that every part of my body is like JELLY already siaa!!

took a bath then lie down on my bed. after about one hour or so talking on the phone. i really cannot take it already so i went to sleep. the end. HAHA!!

oh yaa!!!!!!!!!!!! btw im sprained her ankle. i dont know. maybe its cos of me or she tripped herself. SORRY IM!!!

NOW. about today....

i reached school early cos i took the bus. don't know where to go cos im very early and all of my friends havent reach yet. alamak betol. nvm cos im used to it. HAHA! went up to level four and into class. the mdm siti was talking to the class and i am on the phone with liyana cos she want to ask me question. rupe-rupenye, no need to go class. waaaaaahahahahaha. cos no need to practice script uhh. tomorrow then. hmmmm.. so we went to cafe 2 to eat. HAHA! after that went to class. yada yada yada. ses lesson. nadia was in no mood i don't know why. she asked me to follow her to the toilet. on the way there, she suddenly burst into tears siaa, OMG!! i don't know what to do already seyy. anjat girl girl. i comforted her then went back to class. she was sad all the way till after school and now?? idk. sedih siaa. friends friends.haissh. nvm nadia just relax ok babe.... you've got me and the rest of the other girls. maybe she was not in the mood or something? im sure she'll talk to you. i will talk to her if you want me to but you don't let. nvm.

i think i am going to end here. KIWAKK!! panjang pe post? mamanceh eh korang. HAHA!! tomorrow school start at 8, then got ses test, then bl team bonding, then netball with kakak sedare and frens. penat pe. haiyo..!! nvm nvm aku sapau. kan hotty? ok lah bbye ppl i need to go finish crn corrections then study ses. rajin anak mak. HUHU!! K BYE!:)

i reached home early today coz i went home with him.

don't know why i was so happy to see him.

haha!! oh wells. i shouldnt think too much lah ok.

haha!! talked in the train and he explained some stuffs to me.

understood him and made sure not to repeat that again. i feel so bad.

DEE called me yesterday while i was blogging. he really wanted to talk but i answered him in

one sentence by one sentence. i ignored hm coz of blog.

then he told me that he wanted to hang up coz he wants to go to the toilet.

this morning he didnt give a a morning msg. so i was thinking why lah?

he's class was next to mine in the lap. so i decided to text him. after school

we met then went home together. then i found out that he was angry coz he called as he wants to talk but i was busy blogging then says im not.

im so sorry DEE, i won't repeat this again ok. seriously,

i didnt mean to.