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i went to school to pass fina a camp form and some cash.
i received a letter from someone.
he said do not read it in front of him. i can do it somewhere else but just dont read it in front of him.
as soon as i left school and head to the bus stop.
i took the letter out of my bag and opened it.
i unfolded the paper and felt my heart feel down.


it reads,


DEAR SHERIL,

I'D NEVER THOUGHT IN MY WHOLE LIFE IWOULD MEET A GIRL
LIKE YOU. YOUR FUNNY, OUTGOING AND ALWAYS NOT AFRAID TO
SAY WHATS ON YOUR MIND.

SINCE THE DAY I MET YOU TO THE 4 AND A HALF MONTHS
WE'VE SPENT TOGETHER, THROUGH THE FUN AND HARD TIMES.
NO MATTER WHAT MY FRIENDS SAY; ABOUT YOU AND WHAT YOU'VE
DONE TO ME. I WILL NOT WALK AWAY FROM YOU.

EVEN THOUGH WE'RE NOT DATING ANYMORE AND YOU TELLING ME
NOT TO WAIT. TILL TODAY, YOUR ALWAYS IN MY MIND AND I HAVE
BEEN WAITING FOR ANOTHER OPPORTUNITY TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT
AND THINGS THAT I'VE NOT DONE BEFORE.

YOU SAID, IF YOU HAD SEEN ME WITH ANOTHER GIRL, YOUR HEART
WILL FEEL PAIN. AFTER THAT I DIDNT KNOW IF YOU STILL HAD
FEELINGS FOR ME OR NOT.

I DIDNT WALKAWAY BECAUSE, I DID NOT WANT TO THROW AWAY
OR LOSE THE BEST THING HAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE. I KNOW THAT
THINGS MAY NOT WORK OUT AS BEFORE, SO I'M SLOWLY ACCEPTING
THE FACT.

TO ME, YOU ARE WHAT I LOOK FOR IN ANY GIRL, YOU ARE THE GIRL
I WANNA BE WITH. BUT I THINK YOU DESERVE SOMEBODY BETTER
THAN ME. YOU ARE THE GIRL FOR ME BUT I MAY NOT BE THE GUY
YOU ARE LOOKING FOR.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH! JUST THE THOUGHT OF YOU NOT THERE,
I CAN'T EXPLAIN. WE'LL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS AND I'LL NEVER
FORGET YOU AND THE 3 MONTHS I SPENT WITH YOU.

IF BY SOME MIRACLE I GET TO STAY HERE, HOW ARE THINGS
GONNA BE? BECAUSE MOST OF THE TIME ITS EITHER: "IDK"
OR"NOT SURE" OR "I CAN'T".

BUT ITS HOW IT IS.

YOUR THE HARDEST PERSIN I'VE HAD TO SAY GOODBYE TO,
THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT FOR
LEAVING. BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE.

WHAT I HAVE TO SAY CAN'T BE DESCRIBED IN WORDS.
I HOPE WE CAN HANG OUT ONE LAST TIME ON THE 25TH??
JUST TO SAY MY GOODBYES AND OWE YOU THAT KISS.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SHERIL, YOU HAVE NO IDEA.

sorry!! for everything..
DAVID.





i swear i was crying when i read that letter. he's leaving to australia for a private diploma.
i have nothing else to say.

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