Hello Sheril Leana here (: i am 18 this year and growing older every 14/03. .♥ i have a huge sense of humour so if you are bored look for me.i am not afraid to say out my thoughts or feeling. i may be the girl you would want to talk to if you're not in the mood. or feeling down. i can help.:) i have a great life and i hate to follow instructions. i set my own rules and live by them. oh dont bother care about what i say here. this is my blog and i can say whatever i want. like i said im not afraid to say out my thoughts. i have loved cats since i was young so throw me as many cats as u want. im sure to be there to catch it. im a very friendly and loves guys that are athletes. ahhhh. when they take their shirt off it makes me melt like cold butter sliding down warm toast. makes me go mmmmm. i love to make jokes and make people laugh though i know laughing creates wrinkles. so what? laughing is the best medicine. above all that. i can be mean at times. very very mean. if you are mean too. so yeah. i admit i am not a good girl, imma bitch so get use to it yeah. I love all my besties dearly, don't you?
KINDER BUENO is my best friend, and MICKEY MOUSE is my husband! :D I AM NOT A SAINT. THIS IS ME. :D.

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im so sorry i've not been updating for quite a long time. i swear i dont know what to update about and i've no mood. hmm. im waiting for something surprising to happen then i'll update a proper one.
for now.


LIFE SUCKS!




im always happy when i meet you.

k bye.

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went to play netball yesterday night. and i cant cocentrate as somethings bothering my mind. i dont know what but something is. i rarely smile and didnt think i had fun. alot asked me why but i just force to smile and said nothing. i played and left early i sont know why i wanted to. went to meet faisal at the bus stop near his house. was angry with him but when he reached i was smiling. hmm. sent me till outside my house then left. hmm. he always make me smile. we'll see eh awak! haha!



okayy. today i got nothing to do. so i decided to update.





i guess moving on or leaving you was a great idea. i got advices from david and yeah. it helps.

you're not the only fish in the sea. even if you're beautiful enough to attract me. you're like the beatiful but poisonous kinda fish. yeah. thats what i describe you as. dont say that you're not jealous or dont care because from my point of view. you are. deep inside. even david said so. i hate the way you're so sarcastic towards me. if you say that im happier with faisal then think again. did you treat me like how he treated me? better than him? or worst? bleah..... everythings over now anyway. im fine without you. always is and always will.

plus yeah im happier now. no one to stop me from msging anyone. but honestly. i miss you somehow. i often cry when i listen to songs that reminds me of you. but to hell with it. i've moved on. and dont want to turn back to look at you and feel all the pain and hurt you've caused. goodbye syahmi.







why is it so hard to find someone perfect??

erghh!!





i want my white chocolate kinder bueno awak!!

haha!!

awak is sooooo cute.

heE!!

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its now 3:02 AM and im still not asleep yet. been chatting and webcaming with ade lah org tu. and umm i just stopped crying cos org tuu slalu make me smile and laugh.
yes yes yes i havent got the mood for last two days. i also dont know why. but i've never showed it until today.
i let it all out at once so everything that i kept doesn't haunt me anymore.
i got a new eye-candy. heh!!
okayy crapp i blogged just for the sake of updating. i know i know might as well dont blog kn. alaarhhh!! biar luhh. hmmss
still online and webcaming with ade lah org tuu.
and umm. he made me smile somehow. yayy!
but deep down im still upset.
k uhh. bye.
i'll update a proper post soon uhh. chiaows!

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today i went to school with erni and dayaa. i woke up at 5.30 early kan tau. cos syahmi called me and kejut. mcm terpranjay pulak die kejot. cos he didnt text me ckp nk kejot so i wasnt expecting him lah. then ade lah org tuu pun kejot princess die eh.^^ haha!! i smiled when i heard your text tone. lol! you say that you waorking then nk tido so yeah. surprise eh.? haha! cute cute. due. so trained to woodlands took 168 da sampai tamp steven call kate baru bgn so he ask me to go first. oh yaa i forgot to mention. when i just left the house nadiah called me kate die mcm tnk gi skola. then i said ok. then die kate. she broke up with her matair. IS. then die nangis2 i ask her what happened then die kate panjang critenye. then i said so pegi sekolah uhh.

she came late and told me that her boyf ade lagi due matair behind her. mcm wth kn?
haissh..then she say she tumbok him lah gado gado kat public. kesian die. relax kae girl. hmmss.
what goes around comes around believe in karma. whee~andand i know you know whats left unspoken ehk!!^^ just shush!! okayy? haha!! so after school went home then tukar baju mkn then go out again wanted to go admiralty lepak with faizal tapi tk jadi uhh. so slacked kat daerah dekat2 ngn block jugak with liya and yat. kawan pri sch. and fren die and cousin die skali. then went to woodlands interchange just to send amaliya salam then naik bus balik. haissh. sedih sekali oiii. wth? abeh call tk angkat. tkkn nk tunggu sampai last bus kan? ade lah org tuu. waduhhhh.

oh yaa tadi pagi gi skola ngn dayaa ngn erni, erni suro msg satu laki ni name chris. then dayaa msg skali name nye claude. then i try msg uhh. die pun ckp namenye claude. then he msg msg me sume. like wth? non-stop plak tuu. then he called me i nvr pick up. actually tk prasan uhh. lol! and he's 28. HAH! abeh ajak jumpe. sape mau pi layan seyy. then he asked me wether im attached or not so i said yeah.-_- tros die tak reply. alhamdulilah.

da luhh. mcm tkde mood uhh nk blog. da out of idea. mendak lerrr.
dayaaaa. semalam i call you, you tk ANGKAT! HAHAHAHA!!(inside joke) lol!!
erni. but when i called BOBBY he said it wasnt true!! HAHA!!(inside joke lagik!

ok go. bye korang.

DILEMMA.

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today went to school with nadiah. she said meet at 7 then she havent siap. she say she woke up late. so yeah.
i woke up at 6 supposesingly kene bgn kul 5.30 tapi tk sadar seyy. da luhh tido kul 3. hmm
so da mandi sume then die kate jmpe kul 8 nso i decided to tido back uhh.
suro ade lah org tu kejot.
otw to school pun tido jgk. dlm 168. so i ask adelah org tuu suro kejot kan lagi. kate princess. haha! lol!
then die ckp wahh! satu hari nie i need to wake u up like 3 times eh?? haha!
sorry luhh. and thanks btw :) not sume org baik tau. tk sume sanggup kejot pagi2 bute. lgipun timetable sucks!

lepas skola gi mkn jap ngn steven then balik.
gi admiralty lepak sampai kul 4 plus then jumpe syahmi and faisal(his bestf) not mine.
drg tngah mkn so kite pun kacau uhh. haha!
then lepas tuu gi jumpe hazique. long lost mp3 aku. haha!
then went to his house cos amaliya lapar gile nk mkn nasi lemak mak die masak.
after that went home changed and keluar balik. went to play netball.



fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
im not ine the mood.
bye.

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today went to school. alone. -.- wth kn?
nadiah reported sick so she's not cmg. naseb tuu aku da sampai skola da. kalau tk. mampos cikgu call rumah aku. da sampai tamp need to wait for steven at small mac. alone. abeh abeh kene kacau. suddenly nmpk dayaa. naseb die teman makan. she was with mas then mas need to go cos rushing for time. so after mkn tak abes. kite due org nie sakit perot. haha!! steven da nk sampai. then i say tunggu kat small mac. i go toilet. lol! buat business lah kan!! haha!! da keluar sedap sikit seyy!! da gi skola mendak nk mampos. sumpahhhhh... naseb baik sekejap je. then after school went to meet liya. da tuu die gado plak ngn shahdan.. sort siak! haha!! shahdan nk balik then she say kau da suro aku trn then kau nk balik aku da penat2 turon kau nk jln uhh? pk kelakar pe? then she marah2 him ready. then i ask whether want to go meet my kwn tk? cos at first die kate nk peg cos tnk lpk ngn shahdan.
then da bes gado she say aku tk tau uhh aku ngah sort nie. then japp agi ckp da uhh aku nk jalan uhh. so i ask nk gi mane? die kate nk balik uhh. aku tngah binget. then buat aku darah up seyy. so i said back to her kau da suro aku turon then kau nk balik uhh?! teros die dudok balik then ajk shahdan gi one corner bbl. bleah....

idk lah krg nie eh asek gadoh je hari2. aku naik bnget tau tk? hari2 spoil mood aku nk lepak tau.. sondol kang! so after drg bbl shahdan nk balik then we go meet my kwn.. uhh nie part luhh favourite!!!
lol!! kite due jln2 due org pun ketawe kekek2 seyy. kes tk ingat org nye. haha!! ketawe rabak2
sampai perot cram i shall say. haha!! then ddk bwh blk seblah street soccer ketawe mcm tmpt bpk kite. abeh abeh ade org tuu tk tau malu ckp diri sendiri cute!! haha!!! tapi boleh thn luhh jgk k.

da ketawe2 tukar tempat main tepuk2 pulak.. gile uhh kite then bbl2 psl family and life plus friends.. due2 hujan lebat nk mampos. mostly i do the talking and she do the crying. hmmss..
i was talking and crying when i taked about my side. wha if my parents leave me?? what do i do in this world? tk sempat ckp sorry sume. then drg pergi kite tk tau whether drg senang hati ke tk?? what they want us to do in future. drg jage kite, then kite mcm tk terfikir yg drg byk sacrifice untok kite.... kite kurangajar ngn drg tk fikir drg kecewe ke sedih ke... drg kerje penat2 then kite maen pakai je duit drg. haishhhh.. i've realised how much they mean to me. nothing else maters to me now except for them. i will try to change to be a better person and a better daughter. i promise. i will study hard and make you happy. iloveyou too mama & papa. :'(

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last but not least I MISS MY BESTFRIEND YANG BERNAMA MUHD FAIZAL BIN JUNAIDI.!!! alot.
yeah i do!!! haishhhh. eventhough things have been tough for us we still make it thru together.
i really dont know if you feel the same but yeah.. i miss you alot. i tau lah kan maybe sekarang you dont need me anymore but i will still declare you as my bestfriens yang best skali!!^^
i maseh ade msg you send i dulu
we may be bestfriends last year, pretty good friends this year and dont talk often next year and dont even talk the year after that. so i just wanna say that u're special to me in every way. i ever regretted knowing and will cherish every moment that we spent. without supermok, there wont be a superpok :D
ily fren. goodnite..

i dont know if you still feel the same. but for what i know. i still feel it strong inside me and never will it disappear.
imissyou the one and only faizal superpok.

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amaliya and shahdan came to my house just now. then we were sitting down talking and looking for some secondary school stuffs then something struck my mind.....
i decided to wear our secondary school baju then brangan nk gi balek a.i
oh yaa oh yaa!! da ingat da mcm mane haha!!
first tngah ddk2 then talk about bags then inside one of my bag alaarh bag yg 77th street tuu lah
$2 je. ishk! bocor rahsia. ok nvm dalam bag tuu ade tie a.i
so i say jom uhh pakai baju a.i balik then amek gmbr. so we find uhh my sec sch uniform and skirt. dengan ronyok2 gitu jugak kite pakai. excited gile sia!!! sumpahhhh!!! we laughed and laughed lompat2 mcm budak bodoh. the first picture we took was so funny. we look so small in that uniform haha!! but i didnt want to post it. lol!!!
gosh how i miss my sec sch life. sec 1 slalu lepas skola lepak in school play catching. gaaaarghhhh!!!
i wanna go school hmssss.
ok guys here are some of the pictures. enjoyyyy :D

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see this guy??
heheh. imisshim.

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