1:15 PM - Saturday, July 18, 2009
went to play netball yesterday night. and i cant cocentrate as somethings bothering my mind. i dont know what but something is. i rarely smile and didnt think i had fun. alot asked me why but i just force to smile and said nothing. i played and left early i sont know why i wanted to. went to meet faisal at the bus stop near his house. was angry with him but when he reached i was smiling. hmm. sent me till outside my house then left. hmm. he always make me smile. we'll see eh awak! haha!
okayy. today i got nothing to do. so i decided to update.
i guess moving on or leaving you was a great idea. i got advices from david and yeah. it helps.
you're not the only fish in the sea. even if you're beautiful enough to attract me. you're like the beatiful but poisonous kinda fish. yeah. thats what i describe you as. dont say that you're not jealous or dont care because from my point of view. you are. deep inside. even david said so. i hate the way you're so sarcastic towards me. if you say that im happier with faisal then think again. did you treat me like how he treated me? better than him? or worst? bleah..... everythings over now anyway. im fine without you. always is and always will.
plus yeah im happier now. no one to stop me from msging anyone. but honestly. i miss you somehow. i often cry when i listen to songs that reminds me of you. but to hell with it. i've moved on. and dont want to turn back to look at you and feel all the pain and hurt you've caused. goodbye syahmi.
why is it so hard to find someone perfect??
erghh!!
i want my white chocolate kinder bueno awak!!
haha!!
awak is sooooo cute.
heE!!

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