12:53 AM - Friday, July 10, 2009
today went to school. alone. -.- wth kn?
nadiah reported sick so she's not cmg. naseb tuu aku da sampai skola da. kalau tk. mampos cikgu call rumah aku. da sampai tamp need to wait for steven at small mac. alone. abeh abeh kene kacau. suddenly nmpk dayaa. naseb die teman makan. she was with mas then mas need to go cos rushing for time. so after mkn tak abes. kite due org nie sakit perot. haha!! steven da nk sampai. then i say tunggu kat small mac. i go toilet. lol! buat business lah kan!! haha!! da keluar sedap sikit seyy!! da gi skola mendak nk mampos. sumpahhhhh... naseb baik sekejap je. then after school went to meet liya. da tuu die gado plak ngn shahdan.. sort siak! haha!! shahdan nk balik then she say kau da suro aku trn then kau nk balik aku da penat2 turon kau nk jln uhh? pk kelakar pe? then she marah2 him ready. then i ask whether want to go meet my kwn tk? cos at first die kate nk peg cos tnk lpk ngn shahdan.
then da bes gado she say aku tk tau uhh aku ngah sort nie. then japp agi ckp da uhh aku nk jalan uhh. so i ask nk gi mane? die kate nk balik uhh. aku tngah binget. then buat aku darah up seyy. so i said back to her kau da suro aku turon then kau nk balik uhh?! teros die dudok balik then ajk shahdan gi one corner bbl. bleah....
idk lah krg nie eh asek gadoh je hari2. aku naik bnget tau tk? hari2 spoil mood aku nk lepak tau.. sondol kang! so after drg bbl shahdan nk balik then we go meet my kwn.. uhh nie part luhh favourite!!!
lol!! kite due jln2 due org pun ketawe kekek2 seyy. kes tk ingat org nye. haha!! ketawe rabak2
sampai perot cram i shall say. haha!! then ddk bwh blk seblah street soccer ketawe mcm tmpt bpk kite. abeh abeh ade org tuu tk tau malu ckp diri sendiri cute!! haha!!! tapi boleh thn luhh jgk k.
da ketawe2 tukar tempat main tepuk2 pulak.. gile uhh kite then bbl2 psl family and life plus friends.. due2 hujan lebat nk mampos. mostly i do the talking and she do the crying. hmmss..
i was talking and crying when i taked about my side. wha if my parents leave me?? what do i do in this world? tk sempat ckp sorry sume. then drg pergi kite tk tau whether drg senang hati ke tk?? what they want us to do in future. drg jage kite, then kite mcm tk terfikir yg drg byk sacrifice untok kite.... kite kurangajar ngn drg tk fikir drg kecewe ke sedih ke... drg kerje penat2 then kite maen pakai je duit drg. haishhhh.. i've realised how much they mean to me. nothing else maters to me now except for them. i will try to change to be a better person and a better daughter. i promise. i will study hard and make you happy. iloveyou too mama & papa. :'(
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