2:27 AM - Saturday, January 23, 2010
i was superbored in the afternoon just now.slacked with ashym,ju and amar at admiralty.
waiting to go netball. so i took lotsa pictures. bahhhh.
then everybody went off and i went to woodlands library to meet a friend
watches saw 5 for awhile then decided not to
watch already. i cant stand the bloodiness.
after that went down to go for a smoke but then two N.I.E teachers interviewed us.
they were asking lotsa stuffs about malay language. we asnwered back in rojak language. it
was kinda funny actually.
then off to netball. this is hard for me to describe. training was fun.
but superduper tired. this is one thing i dont like about sports.
you'll get hurt. i fell today. i hurt my hamstring and my left ankle. damn it.
i think im super weak to do anything.
but im trying my best here to post something. so after training walked to woodlands inter.
kiehl's waiting for me. he wanted to send me home cos we didnt get to meet the
whole day as i have netball and he got farewell party for his close friend. dont sad2 k.=)
i know you are close to her. but what to do kn? she has to. so then reached sembawang slacked for
awhile. looked at the time for quite alot of times then when its twelve i turned to kiehl and said
HAPPY 1 MONTH KNOWING EACH OTHER.!
but he didnt show that he was surprised. idontknow lah.
maybe he's just too tired after a having sucha tiring day.
nvm i forgive him. lol!
he had badminton competition and i can see that he was
super tied so yeah. bid goodbye and off home. now blogging and thinking at the same time.
im about to cry. im about to lose someone once important to me. bye ah.
p/s: i so hope i wont lose you. you may not know that the slightest things you do can make my day. :) Labels: i still feel the same towards you(heeeee said) bye
10:42 PM - Thursday, January 14, 2010
sitting in front of the lappy with nothing in my head. everything is just blank. applied for school again and now waiting for the results.
im not gonna do anything for four mnths, believe it or not.
one word. BOREDOM.
didn't do much today. nothing happened, just slacked and watched soccer.
well, i didnt really watch uh. i played so called netball/basketball on the grass with ajeerah, said and kiehl.
it was tiring though we had a good laugh.
the boys won, of course -.-"
boys are always better than girls in whatever. i cant deny in that.
but not exactly all ah, we girls just have to work harder, i guess?.
got to see kiehl today but didnt get to talk much, i dont think we talked at all, lol! disruption ah.
gosh i missed him so much, but as long as i got to see him, im fine.
went home around 9, sorry i didnt say bye to you, you were busy playing.
so bussed home and now sitting in front of the lappy typing craps.
dil, i should've known that you've not change.
you're still lying to me.
im shocked to hear that from other people's mouth.
when i asked you, you said that you were slacking at your cousin's place.
i remembered clearly on the day, you told me you were slacking at acit's place.
i said that sekali you over there with another girl. and you said no.
c'mon lah, how long more are you gonna do this.
it's not working okay. some day im still gonna find out the truth from
somebody else if not from you. why wouldn't you wanna let me go right?
stop this bullshit ah. please. you're not going anywhere if you keep doing this.
what are you going to achieve from that right? tsk tsk tsk.
i don't understand what's his motive of not wanting to let me go
though i told him im not ready and was hoping he would let me go. well, just stay as friends?
you can do whatever you want then. i mean not that we're attached. but those feelings
i used to have for you has faded due to your behaviour. what if we're attached? is it still gonna be the same? i assume it's a yes.
p/s: see kiehl, this is why i don't want to go to him. he cheats. :/
i feel like breaking down. why am i so weak? can somebody just cheer me up?
do anything. please. im begging. i hate this feeling. my heart hurts alot. i feel cheated.
veryvery cheated. i always tell you the truth eventhough it hurts. you wanted that right? but,
what happened to your promise? is it always going to be my fault? i told you everything ok.
please. stop this nonsense. we're going nowhere ok.
Labels: giving up in life. **** *** ; heart TORN
5:19 AM -
i know that is 5.20 a.m now and i should be sleeping. but im not.
due to this guy ah.
yes cute right? i know. this is steven low.
he made me stay up with him just to apply for ite again.
so troublesome cos put the first choice same cause i wanted that course
then he said to be fair put 2nd his choice.
so yeah i listened to him. very troublesome. i dint have to take that long to decide the first time but he,
yes him, you STEVEN LOW
make me think again and again and again.
so yeah. finally we decided and we submitted.
i listened to him cause he was always there for me as i was for him.
see friend i told you i stayed up to wait for you.
tk pecaye. see you soon. bonga bonga dulu. HAHAHAHA!(inside joke)
Labels: school school school
12:20 AM -
i shall say that he is one great guy. for now. i hope that its gonna last for a long time. not that we're together or what. you say that girls are veh troublesome? yeah and boys are just so stubborn and hard-hearted. HAHA!
anyways i didnt get to meet you today. i was hoping to see you before i went home. but i guess you were a few seconds late? imysm. i like to play with your hair. i like the way you make me smile whenever you put my hair in its place, i like the way you make me feel. idk what but it just keeps me going. everything has always been about you lately. i guess. for now and i hope its gonna last. but things are complicated now adays alot of probs that i'm facing. i mean we are facing . TSK ! how i'd wish i got to know you earlier. but its okay we're gonna work it out slowly. i'm gonna try to solve it myself. boohoo. remember know. friday you must watch me. i'll see you tomorrow i guess? goodnight kiehl blanket. whatever that means. ;)
Labels: kiehl blanket VS bobby bob? LOL
12:47 AM - Wednesday, January 13, 2010
okay. hello again. sorry for the lack of update. i havent been using the laptop for quite some time cos i see the need to. so right now im updating upon bobby's request. ape je lah. want to read other days can read what. okay im gonna make this a short one cos i only got less than 5 minutes. yesterday, i went to fetch bobby as usual then slacked with him at my hometown and around 4 plus board the bus to admiralty and went to meet ashym bear a.k.a baby ashym.
slacked till 9 plus and home. I SWEAR I DONT KNOW WHAT TO UPDATE ABOUT YOU BOBBY! TSK !
and now CHEY ! bobby knows how to play taiti ready eyy. menang people ready without cheating uhh. HAHA! goodnight bobby. thanks for waiting just to read this crap. HAHA! BODOH UHH KAU. eh i mean pandai.(jgn arrogant uhh).
so i guess im spending my mundane day today at home just slacking alone i guess. till here. so long guys.
i wish i wish with all my heart to *like* bobby for a very long time.
goodnight bobby see you soon aye. ^^
Labels: BODY LANGUAGE
12:27 PM - Friday, January 8, 2010
okayy hi. i know ive been gone for a very very long time that people might actually think im dead. well life is a boredom to me now. cos no school=no life. =.=
im so fking bored at home with nothing to do everyday. of all the others would probably be schooling so im stuck at home. all alone. CB! well talking about school i miss school so much. yeah. TSK ! i just wish i could turn back time. so anyways. lets just updateupdate about whats been happening lately.
boys always spoils everything at the end of the day. bleahhhhh fcuked up ah. i really shouldnt blog about them cos there's no point. he wont read my blog at all. fcukity fcuk fcuk!!
well. i really dont know what to post so these are the crap that i can come up woth. sorry people.
i probably should get going. i need to go mandi to fetch bobby. so long.
Labels: its just another new year
