THE GIRL NEXT DOOR
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Hello Sheril Leana here (: i am 18 this year and growing older every 14/03. .♥ i have a huge sense of humour so if you are bored look for me.i am not afraid to say out my thoughts or feeling. i may be the girl you would want to talk to if you're not in the mood. or feeling down. i can help.:) i have a great life and i hate to follow instructions. i set my own rules and live by them. oh dont bother care about what i say here. this is my blog and i can say whatever i want. like i said im not afraid to say out my thoughts. i have loved cats since i was young so throw me as many cats as u want. im sure to be there to catch it. im a very friendly and loves guys that are athletes. ahhhh. when they take their shirt off it makes me melt like cold butter sliding down warm toast. makes me go mmmmm. i love to make jokes and make people laugh though i know laughing creates wrinkles. so what? laughing is the best medicine. above all that. i can be mean at times. very very mean. if you are mean too. so yeah. i admit i am not a good girl, imma bitch so get use to it yeah. I love all my besties dearly, don't you?
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10:42 PM - Thursday, January 14, 2010

sitting in front of the lappy with nothing in my head.
everything is just blank. applied for school again and now waiting for the results.
im not gonna do anything for four mnths, believe it or not.
one word. BOREDOM.

didn't do much today. nothing happened, just slacked and watched soccer.
well, i didnt really watch uh. i played so called netball/basketball on the grass with ajeerah, said and kiehl.
it was tiring though we had a good laugh.
the boys won, of course -.-"
boys are always better than girls in whatever. i cant deny in that.
but not exactly all ah, we girls just have to work harder, i guess?.
got to see kiehl today but didnt get to talk much, i dont think we talked at all, lol! disruption ah.
gosh i missed him so much, but as long as i got to see him, im fine.
went home around 9, sorry i didnt say bye to you, you were busy playing.
so bussed home and now sitting in front of the lappy typing craps.
dil, i should've known that you've not change.
you're still lying to me.
im shocked to hear that from other people's mouth.
when i asked you, you said that you were slacking at your cousin's place.
i remembered clearly on the day, you told me you were slacking at acit's place.
i said that sekali you over there with another girl. and you said no.
c'mon lah, how long more are you gonna do this.
it's not working okay. some day im still gonna find out the truth from
somebody else if not from you. why wouldn't you wanna let me go right?
stop this bullshit ah. please. you're not going anywhere if you keep doing this.
what are you going to achieve from that right? tsk tsk tsk.
i don't understand what's his motive of not wanting to let me go
though i told him im not ready and was hoping he would let me go. well, just stay as friends?
you can do whatever you want then. i mean not that we're attached. but those feelings
i used to have for you has faded due to your behaviour. what if we're attached? is it still gonna be the same? i assume it's a yes.
p/s: see kiehl, this is why i don't want to go to him. he cheats. :/
i feel like breaking down. why am i so weak? can somebody just cheer me up?
do anything. please. im begging. i hate this feeling. my heart hurts alot. i feel cheated.
veryvery cheated. i always tell you the truth eventhough it hurts. you wanted that right? but,
what happened to your promise? is it always going to be my fault? i told you everything ok.
please. stop this nonsense. we're going nowhere ok.

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