THE GIRL NEXT DOOR
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Hello Sheril Leana here (: i am 18 this year and growing older every 14/03. .♥ i have a huge sense of humour so if you are bored look for me.i am not afraid to say out my thoughts or feeling. i may be the girl you would want to talk to if you're not in the mood. or feeling down. i can help.:) i have a great life and i hate to follow instructions. i set my own rules and live by them. oh dont bother care about what i say here. this is my blog and i can say whatever i want. like i said im not afraid to say out my thoughts. i have loved cats since i was young so throw me as many cats as u want. im sure to be there to catch it. im a very friendly and loves guys that are athletes. ahhhh. when they take their shirt off it makes me melt like cold butter sliding down warm toast. makes me go mmmmm. i love to make jokes and make people laugh though i know laughing creates wrinkles. so what? laughing is the best medicine. above all that. i can be mean at times. very very mean. if you are mean too. so yeah. i admit i am not a good girl, imma bitch so get use to it yeah. I love all my besties dearly, don't you?
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12:43 PM - Friday, February 12, 2010

i tried to be strong everyday.
but theres no difference.
everyday i tried to avoid doing stuffs that reminds me of him
avoid talking to people that reminds me of him.
but i cant.
it's hard. very hard.
idk how he can easily get over it.
he didnt talk to me neither did he smile at me. worst things worst,
he didnt even want to look at me.
today is already the fourth day im acting like a zombie.
everyday i cry remembering back the memories with him.
every night i would text him a gdnight msg but still no reply from him.
i cant simply forget him just like that.
he left too soon.
evryday i read his messages he used to send.
he didnt mean it did he?
over and over again his last words repeated in my head like a
cd player,
"i don't feel the same anymore"
with no explanation
i was lost.
everyday i feel the same. PAIN.
and i want only kiehl to cure it.
only he can. nobody else but him.
sorry crisfaz, you can't simply ask me to forget kiehl
that easily and think of you.
i just can't.
im still trying my best to move on.
but i still wished he would come back.
:(
p/s: why is getting over him fucking hard? kiehl? islysm and imy badly.