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hi, i know it has been awhile since i last blogged. i really dont have anything to blog about. but today, a veryvery teary day for me.
im sorry if this is going to be abit emo. this is all i have left. im effing hurt and i dont even know who to talk to.
i dont know who to share this with, dont have any shoulder to cry on, dont even know who i can trust, been crying for the past 2 hours and my eyes are red. im sad plus angry and upset.

favourite boy,
i apologise for not saying this face to face cos i was really hurt just now. i dont know if you were ever going to read my blog but i just want to tell you that what happened just now was all misunderstanding. i was just talking to fafa about wanting to follow and paitao my netball training, but i have no friend then she said she'll go if i go. i asked you what time are you all gonna finish skating you said you don't know. then joe confronted me there, in front of everybody. do you know how shy i was? you didn't tell me you wanted to go so badly. i didn't say you can't go i just told george that i've netball. at that point of time i was already thinking of not going. i still can't accept the fact that he confronted me. not knowing my side of the story. and i was really hurt that you didn't even want to listen to my explanation. i asked you questions but you were there right in front of me staring . i dont know what you were thinking but you didnt answer. while i was crying just now i was thinking about you. did i hurt you, do you even care? no? why are you still here? why didnt you just go off with hadi and faz? maybe its my fault?

well if it is then im really sorry. i know you wanted to go so badly but maybe you were afraid to tell me? afraid i might not let you cos of this netball thing. but boy, i have no rights to not let you do what you like to do. im no one in your life. not your gf. we're just friends right. so i really have no rights. you want freedom? joe wants you to have freedom? then i let you have freedom. ok? if that's what you like. i dont want to be someone that controls your life. if you dont want to go then say no. i wont force you anymore. im sure you said i dont let you go thats why joe confronted me that way.

im sorry for whatever things i've done. no matter what boy i just want you to know that i still feel the same towards you, but.

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