THE GIRL NEXT DOOR
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Hello Sheril Leana here (: i am 18 this year and growing older every 14/03. .♥ i have a huge sense of humour so if you are bored look for me.i am not afraid to say out my thoughts or feeling. i may be the girl you would want to talk to if you're not in the mood. or feeling down. i can help.:) i have a great life and i hate to follow instructions. i set my own rules and live by them. oh dont bother care about what i say here. this is my blog and i can say whatever i want. like i said im not afraid to say out my thoughts. i have loved cats since i was young so throw me as many cats as u want. im sure to be there to catch it. im a very friendly and loves guys that are athletes. ahhhh. when they take their shirt off it makes me melt like cold butter sliding down warm toast. makes me go mmmmm. i love to make jokes and make people laugh though i know laughing creates wrinkles. so what? laughing is the best medicine. above all that. i can be mean at times. very very mean. if you are mean too. so yeah. i admit i am not a good girl, imma bitch so get use to it yeah. I love all my besties dearly, don't you?
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6:33 PM - Saturday, June 19, 2010

this is irritating.
its always my fault isnt it?
nvr yours.
though its the slightest hing i did.
still can be a big issue.
right? and only i hurt you.
you've always taken good care of my heart.
its always me.
i always make you angry.
im sorry for that.
i may not need to leave you unless i have to.
i dont care about your feelings.
i only care about myself.
and i always find fault with you.
this is going to have to end.
start trusting me.
i know its hard but you have to.
i did my part.
and now yours too.
do say you care if you dont mean it.
like seriously.
how to stop arguing?
simple.
stop contacting.
cos everyday without fail,
there will be an argument between us.
i cn live with that.
but you.
asked me to stop arguing.
and again. its not always your heart,
your feelings, your friends, your way.
i need me time too.

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12:25 AM - Saturday, June 12, 2010

i've been wondering what if he fell in live with her? im so afraid to lose him.
it's holidays already and i doubt he has alot of plans. idk if things will change within this one night. but i hope not.

idk why. but im starting to miss her. stupid me. i know. maybe really nothing or no one can ever seperate us. but nothing i can do. he prolly hates me too now. its ok.

anws back to the topic. th boy is at his friend's chalet. and anything can happen within one night. im effing afraid idk why. i hope he know who's best for im. like seriously. if he change his feelings tmrw or sooner or later. i gonna be prepared for it. imma be strong enough to let him go. maybe i will try to. i trust him i trust him i trust him. tats all i've been repeating in my heart after start to ignore my msges. i hope he knows what he's doing. have fun but dont forget me. imma keep myself busy and not think of you. not gonna irritate you by texting you alot of times and just wait till you text me first. time check 12.34 a.m and you still havent replied me. imma go off now. gonna go call a troublemaker. idk why he suddenly ask me to go call him.

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