Hello Sheril Leana here (: i am 18 this year and growing older every 14/03. .♥ i have a huge sense of humour so if you are bored look for me.i am not afraid to say out my thoughts or feeling. i may be the girl you would want to talk to if you're not in the mood. or feeling down. i can help.:) i have a great life and i hate to follow instructions. i set my own rules and live by them. oh dont bother care about what i say here. this is my blog and i can say whatever i want. like i said im not afraid to say out my thoughts. i have loved cats since i was young so throw me as many cats as u want. im sure to be there to catch it. im a very friendly and loves guys that are athletes. ahhhh. when they take their shirt off it makes me melt like cold butter sliding down warm toast. makes me go mmmmm. i love to make jokes and make people laugh though i know laughing creates wrinkles. so what? laughing is the best medicine. above all that. i can be mean at times. very very mean. if you are mean too. so yeah. i admit i am not a good girl, imma bitch so get use to it yeah. I love all my besties dearly, don't you?
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i dont know whats going on with you because you never tell.
if i care sangat2 nanti susah. you wont treat me like a friend.
and this is not just about me. not only me. kawan2 you pun same.
one said you've changed.
what would i do if i were you. at least say to shahdan paisey uhh aku da janji yg lain aku tngk ngn drg. bilang sheril ngn liya sorry eh. lain kali aku make it up to krg.???
hmm and i was just asking and asking and asking. then i ckp lah da uhh mls nk lyn. bye. cos i dun want to continue. then you say it wont affect you abit pun? huh?
had enough of me?
ok faizal. ok:)
i get it now.
kalau baru kwn je da tkleh tahan......nevermind.









played netball just now.
i couldnt play. i was here and there dunnoe where.
i just couldnt concentrate due to some stuffs.
nvm.
i admit i was abit cranky.... alot.
my due date is coming so yeah.
i think back was i really angry at you or was i just following my crankiness?
i wonder.. why have i never raised my voice to david? even how irritating he was or how cranky i am. i've never had my voice raised at him.....
omg!!! i need someone to talk to. bf doesnt understand me. i need a professional. i need hazique.

Labels: sorry kawan. love somebody else.:[

TO BESTFRIEND.
YOU KNOW. YOU STARTED EVERYTHING. I WASNT EVEN BINGET AT ALL.
I WAS JUST ASKING ONLY WHAT. LEPAS TUU I WANTED TO END IT OFF BY SAYING MALAS AH NK LYN.
AND YOU SAID IT WONT AFFECT YOU ABIT?
WTH?! WHAT DOES THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN?
SO AFTER WHAT I HAD GIVEN YOU ALL THIS WHILE.
YOU SAID IT WONT AFFECT YOU ABIT? WHAT KIND OF FRIEND ARE YOU?
TO THINK BACK WHAT YOU SAID.
YOU DONT CARE FRIEND. YOU REALLY DONT. YOU JUST WANT TO WIN. THEN WHO AM I GOING TO SIT WITH WHEN SHAHDAN AND LIYA SIT TOGETHER? THEN IF THEY HEP?? ERGHHHH. WHAT KIND OF BESTFRIEND ARE YOU? YOU FINALLY SHOWED YOUR TRUE COLOURS EH YOU EGO FREAK. SERIOUSLY I DONT REMEMBER THIS WAS THE FAIZAL I USED TO KNOW. NOT THE FAIZAL I USED TO LOVE AS A BESTFRIEND.
WHO ARE YOU? WHAT HAVE YOU BECOME?

Labels: I DONT TO GO TO BED MAD AT YOU.

Labels: water sculpture. hmm.:D

Labels: SYAZNI BIN RAMLEE.

my mum went to take a make up for bridal course and had to make up a model for their graduation. wont elaborate much. let the pictures do the talking.

Labels: dream on dream on everythin. close your eyes and see what you can be. when you dreammmmmm.

i went to school to pass fina a camp form and some cash.
i received a letter from someone.
he said do not read it in front of him. i can do it somewhere else but just dont read it in front of him.
as soon as i left school and head to the bus stop.
i took the letter out of my bag and opened it.
i unfolded the paper and felt my heart feel down.


it reads,


DEAR SHERIL,

I'D NEVER THOUGHT IN MY WHOLE LIFE IWOULD MEET A GIRL
LIKE YOU. YOUR FUNNY, OUTGOING AND ALWAYS NOT AFRAID TO
SAY WHATS ON YOUR MIND.

SINCE THE DAY I MET YOU TO THE 4 AND A HALF MONTHS
WE'VE SPENT TOGETHER, THROUGH THE FUN AND HARD TIMES.
NO MATTER WHAT MY FRIENDS SAY; ABOUT YOU AND WHAT YOU'VE
DONE TO ME. I WILL NOT WALK AWAY FROM YOU.

EVEN THOUGH WE'RE NOT DATING ANYMORE AND YOU TELLING ME
NOT TO WAIT. TILL TODAY, YOUR ALWAYS IN MY MIND AND I HAVE
BEEN WAITING FOR ANOTHER OPPORTUNITY TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT
AND THINGS THAT I'VE NOT DONE BEFORE.

YOU SAID, IF YOU HAD SEEN ME WITH ANOTHER GIRL, YOUR HEART
WILL FEEL PAIN. AFTER THAT I DIDNT KNOW IF YOU STILL HAD
FEELINGS FOR ME OR NOT.

I DIDNT WALKAWAY BECAUSE, I DID NOT WANT TO THROW AWAY
OR LOSE THE BEST THING HAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE. I KNOW THAT
THINGS MAY NOT WORK OUT AS BEFORE, SO I'M SLOWLY ACCEPTING
THE FACT.

TO ME, YOU ARE WHAT I LOOK FOR IN ANY GIRL, YOU ARE THE GIRL
I WANNA BE WITH. BUT I THINK YOU DESERVE SOMEBODY BETTER
THAN ME. YOU ARE THE GIRL FOR ME BUT I MAY NOT BE THE GUY
YOU ARE LOOKING FOR.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH! JUST THE THOUGHT OF YOU NOT THERE,
I CAN'T EXPLAIN. WE'LL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS AND I'LL NEVER
FORGET YOU AND THE 3 MONTHS I SPENT WITH YOU.

IF BY SOME MIRACLE I GET TO STAY HERE, HOW ARE THINGS
GONNA BE? BECAUSE MOST OF THE TIME ITS EITHER: "IDK"
OR"NOT SURE" OR "I CAN'T".

BUT ITS HOW IT IS.

YOUR THE HARDEST PERSIN I'VE HAD TO SAY GOODBYE TO,
THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT FOR
LEAVING. BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE.

WHAT I HAVE TO SAY CAN'T BE DESCRIBED IN WORDS.
I HOPE WE CAN HANG OUT ONE LAST TIME ON THE 25TH??
JUST TO SAY MY GOODBYES AND OWE YOU THAT KISS.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SHERIL, YOU HAVE NO IDEA.

sorry!! for everything..
DAVID.





i swear i was crying when i read that letter. he's leaving to australia for a private diploma.
i have nothing else to say.

Labels: i wish i could turn back time.

holidays holidays holidays.
damn bored man..
okok. now currently at faizal's house nothing to do.
im feeling damn sick. haishhhh.
i am having modelling at night how am i gonna take it?
i cant even walk properly. haish.
nvm.
goodbyeeeee.

Labels: oh awak is in love eh?? wohoooo

jiyahahahaha!!!
okok.
i know i know. i havent been updating my blog for like gazillion years.
SORRY!!!
my internet is sort so i can update. plus i dont know what to update about.
well... now that i've updated. you guys must be happy.

forget about that. im writing
this for those who hate me or dislike me.
i know that you are talking behind my back so dont pretend you didnt.
dont act like you're so good ok? i can take all that crap and keep quiet. but you know that what you do i can too. hell yeah. you can choose to ignore me or whatever. i dont give a fuck.
you're not my only friends:).






holidays are up and i think im gonna spend them by going out everyday to catch things up with bestf!!! ok guys gtg! much love:)

Labels: single;but not looking:)